Start it up

Hi, nice to see you here.
Granted, it may be a mistake, you may have just stumbled in here.  But that's okay.
I like unexpected guests as well as invited ones. Thanks for dropping in!

To be straight forward and get right to it, this is my personal expression site. This is where I'm going to give updates on what I'm doing to get ahead. We all have dreams, things that we want to do... But when it comes down to just doing it - we have a mountain of excuses not to get started.
So this is my starting point. This is where I'm going to keep track of all the stuff that I'm doing and trying to do.
It's the place I can link to all my social network sites, my gaming sites and my profiles. It's where I can collect all the pieces of me that are hanging about the web. You wouldn't believe all the places I've found bits of me! So I'm going to  see about sorting and organizing them here, so they'll be in one place.
It's also a great way for me to be able to keep track of them better and weed out what I don't need anymore.

How many pieces of you are floating about? Somewhere in cyberspace there may be bits of you that you don't even remember. There may be bits that someone else put up about you.  The net is huge! People are forever joining up with this or that and how often does anyone keep track of everything? When's the last time you searched Google for your name or favorite online ID to see what comes up? Surprised? Things on the net tend to stay out there a long time.
Not everything you find will be good. A lot can be interesting. Some things can be downright embarrassing.
With employers and who knows who else, checking out people online - it might be a good idea to know what they are going to see "ahead" of time.
You don't want a possible employer or someone searching Google and getting you mixed up with someone else. Seriously, who wants to be taken for a psycho, a politician, witch doctor, lawyer, drug dealer or vampire?
Unless that is you, then never mind.

Since I'm rather a diamond in the rough, though I've been slowly smoothed down over the years... I still haven't reached that sparkle and shine that I know is inside. My crowning jewels are my kids, each a treasure all their own. I've always told them that they should follow their dreams, to reach for the stars and be what ever it is they really want to be.
But if I'm going to be an example of that, then I need to stop making excuses and reach for my own dreams too.
I've been putting the needs of reality and my family first. Bowing to the world's logic and not following my own as often as I used to.  I've forgotten how to listen to the beat of my own music - my own drummer calling to me.
It's time for me to get back to the basics of being me.

Believing in one's ability to create opportunity, to reach for that which seems impossible, that is what makes life the grand journey that it is. Not trying to stumble through a dead end job that barely makes a dent in the stack of bills that are slowly strangling what little joy there is in what's called life today...

• How many people are just barely surviving?
  (Way too many! The state of poverty is bigger than Texas and California together now!)
• How many are wondering if things will ever change?
  (Stop wondering and start changing things yourself. You don't have to go big.  One step at a time.)
• Will things get better?
  (I don't know. But I'm sure as heck going to try and make things better where and when I can!)
• What will happen if I don't get work?
  (Take control of what you can! Have a yard sale, salvage metal, post on Craigslist or anyplace you think you might be able to sell stuff.  Start locally first if you have to. Also try to  find ways to get what you need without money! Barter services for services. When it comes down to things that you need money for - focus on gathering up a few dollars here and there. Together it will all add up. No matter what, make sure that the situation doesn't paralyze you. If nothing else, we all have a mind, and we can use it to think. Now we can either get ourselves into trouble or out of it. But we do have to use our heads and not panic. Fear is a mind killer. Don't let it immobilize you.)

For me, this site is all about standing up, dusting off and starting up again.
We've all been knocked down, stumbled or even fallen on our life's journey.  Sometimes, we've had to deal with those that would prefer we stay down. But getting back up is the only way to get started again. To start taking back our life and beginning to control what we can. We have to finding ways to get around those trying to control us. They have no right, it's our life.
It's about taking back your dreams, taking back that energy and joy that gets lost in the daily struggle. It's about finding your own personal star and letting it guide you. It's something we deserve to give to ourselves. It may not be easy, in some ways it might be the hardest thing we've ever done. But the point is to start now.
Even if it's just a stolen hour or two. It's a step forward, a start point to plan, to think, to begin on the work that needs to be done to changing things.  Start off by changing those things that are holding you back, the negativity that can drain you and dragging you down. Get rid of all that noise that wants to keep you under control and keep you from being happy.
Dreams can come true...but they need you,  some attention, time and maybe a little magick to get them started...

Carpe Diem!